Sunday, July 18th, 2004
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10:58 pm - still kickin'
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Saturday, October 11th, 2003
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9:17 pm
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why am i not happy? i have 10 days left in the army and i'm moping around for some reason..i'm so excited but i'm scared to show it. maybe i'm trying not to get my hopes up? i'm distancing myself from all my army friends and starting to get really annoyed with people that normally don't annoy me. i think i'm trying to soften the blow to myself. goodbyes suck. i am overwhelmed. but in a good way but still....overwhelmed. going home to my girl, my soulmate, leaving the army, gaining my freedom, leaving these assholes behind..big sigh. wish me luck. this song has my mood right now.. http://www.garageband.com/song?|pe1|S8LTM0LdsaSnY1G-YmEi ,don't know if i've posted this before or not..but don't really care right now
current mood: somber
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Tuesday, September 2nd, 2003
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11:00 pm - crawling out from under my ROK
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Wednesday, August 13th, 2003
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11:43 pm
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Saturday, August 2nd, 2003
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10:12 pm
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wow, wow, wow...i just found out that Rebekahs mom is moving to Knoxville in October and she's gonna let her take over the house payments..i'm so happy..this awesome, its an unbelievably good deal...its a "guest house" but its got 2 bathrooms, 2 bedrooms, living...etc.. less than 400 a month...holy crap..i can't wait to come home..i haven't been this excited in a long time! oh yeah i just watched 'Collinwood' its a really good movie, watch it if you get the chance
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12:30 am
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Friday, August 1st, 2003
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8:02 pm
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Wednesday, July 30th, 2003
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9:15 pm
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4:58 pm
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12:51 pm
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my relationship with Rebekah is like a roller coaster, no more like bungee jumping...in a one hour phone conversation we went "nothings wrong"-"confused"-"met another guy"-"confused"-"need security"-"sick of being hurt"-"ok maybe we should split up"-"angry"-"so angry were laughing with each other at our crazy ass relationship"-"what do we want"-"closer to each other than before...."-"decided..stay together"-"laughing and teasing each other..." what an insane relationship!!!!!but i don't care, i like it, and i love her..
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Sunday, July 27th, 2003
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12:24 pm - foooooooooooooba
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well everything is good on the homefront, better actually...that was a close call, i almost ruined everything i have with Rebekah. might not be moving to Florida at least not right away i dont think. but i still would like to move to Orlando. 84 days left in the army! yay. not much going on here really, just passing the time by. I don't know if i posted this before but about 2 or 3 weeks ago i think it was.. well Rebekah got the same tattoo and in the same place that i got mine..i know that sounds corny but i'm so flattered by that, i just can't believe it, that really means a lot to me, i love her so much..welp i gotsta go play some BF1942, just thought i should probably put an entry in here every once in a while or it'd be a waste of money or something..
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Thursday, July 24th, 2003
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6:02 pm
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Wednesday, July 23rd, 2003
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10:31 pm - a cry for help
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Tuesday, July 22nd, 2003
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5:22 pm
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Sunday, July 20th, 2003
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12:17 am
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Saturday, July 19th, 2003
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1:12 pm
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10:58 am
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i just found out my best friend from high school/pothead years just killed a guy that robbed him and put the other guy in a coma....dang
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Friday, July 18th, 2003
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12:03 pm
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i hate when the sirens randomly go off, they wait till after they're done to tell you its just a test. i slept until i coudn't sleep anymore today, it was awesome, and tonight i go to feed my addiction to spicy bbq chicken..mmm, can't wait
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Thursday, July 17th, 2003
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12:21 pm
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Wednesday, July 16th, 2003
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7:49 pm - wheee!
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ok...now i'm heading down the metaphorical roller coaster..knew this would happen eventually.
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